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melts
immediately
melts
immediately
what i have noticed with some people is they are very two faced, smarmy where they think it's important and bastards where they think it's not !
what i have noticed with some people is they are very two faced, smarmy where they think it's important and bastards where they think it's not !
i say “writes” because such expertise in packing clichés together is not often come by !
“ Many roads up the mountain (anyway, What Mountain?). The only question is which paths lead to a good place (which is ultimately No Place At All, Here All Along), and which merely have one chasing one's own tail, or lead into the brambles! ”
shouldn't you be working on a construction site or something?
can't
believe
what
i
do
so
much
time !
in it's little home
answer
me
where
was
buddha
or
god?
the thing
about
blogs
is
blogs
can
disappear
if
you
are
writing
then
you
want
it
to
always
be
there !
the
most
valuable
manuscript
in
the
world
is
the
voynich
manuscript
it's
what
you
would
call
a
fake
but
it's
a
great
work
of
art !
do
you
have
that
essential
visual
insight ?
is
better
to
be
mocked
than
denied !
the above is a bit of a crappy translation of dogen, my rectification is below !
be
a
buddha
is
to
understand
yourself
as
a process
of
mistakes
to
not
understand
yourself
as
a
process
of
mistakes
is
just
the
usual
human !
btw
i
don't
think
jundo
is
any
more
mistaken
than
me !
about
infinity
anyway !
the above is a bit of a crappy translation of dogen, my rectification is below !
be
a
buddha
is
to
understand
yourself
as
a process
of
mistakes
to
not
understand
yourself
as
a
process
of
mistakes
is
just
the
usual
ordinary
human !
btw
i
don't
think
jundo
is
any
more
mistaken
than
me !
about
infinity
anyway !
don't
worry
in
three
hundred
years
there
will
be
a
bunch
of
idiots
claiming
descent
from
the
seventh
patriarch !
no-one
is
being
asked
to
do
anything
i
am
just
doing
what
i
do !
wether
i
will
visit
anyone
i
do
not
know !
probably
not
i
don't
need
to !
trouble
is
zen
has
died
it's
not
the
sixties
are
the
winners
why
do
you
think
i
am
stepping
in
as
7th
patriarch
my
first
move
has
been
to
put
some
order
into
the
transmission
mess
and
travesty
of
incompetents
ruling
the
roost !
“No patriarch here (my missus wouldn't be long beating that notion out of me, I hope)... I'm not even ancestor to myself!”
you
are
not!
one day that your missus won't beat out of you but be in awe of !
i'm
really
gratefull
to
see
people
so
avoidant
sometimes
i
think
there
is
hope
but
obviously
there
is
none !
the
idiots
crowd
in
again
wanting
what
would
burn/ kill
them !
really
grateful
to
see
people
so
avoidant
sometimes
i
think
there
is
hope
but
obviously
there
is
none !
so
simple
and
no-one
wants
to
get
it
the
bodies
of
the
crucified !
not
some
mythical
figure
up
there
but
you
and
me !
“c'mon jundo, be real and reply to this !”
shunya jundo said...
my mirror is spotless, it has no peer
your black stream darkness is full of fear
the silvery fields and moon filled dew drops
illuminate the mindful seer.
wow a reply, by whom it's hard to say, however it's so voynichy i can't bring my self to write a poem in reply but it's a first step and probably a last lol
the thing about poetry is that it doesn't have to be right because that different more holistic mode of expression is the right medium for expressing what zen is about, prose doesn't cut it so congratulations !
buddha
assailed
with
a
mirror
and/ of
the
mindfull
seer !
is
christ
on
the
cross
about?
how
does
it
fit
into
your
scheme
of
things
i
don't
mean
religion
i
mean
crucifixion !
that
be
a
bit
hard?
can
only
seen
the
generations !
brilliance
is
only
seen
the
generations !
jundo
cohen
you
don't
think
origami
is
a
better
career
choice ?
accepting
something
that
is
not
satisfactory
but
liveable
compared
to
going
for
broke
and
getting
broken !
is
a koan
without
the
need
to
explain it? ”
pile
of
rubbish
with
the
odd
diamond
glinting
through! ”
harry
what
is
a koan
without
the
need
to
explain it?
you
can
tell
a
zen
master
have
clams
for
lips !
like
the
moon
between
the
clouds
or
the
moonlight
silvered
fields
trees
and
stream
or
what ?
shikantaza
like
the
moon
between
the
clouds
or
the
moonlight
silvered
grass
or
what ?
a
bus
sized
ichthyosaur
eating
made
a
self
portrait
with
the
bones !
by
any
measure
zen
is
full
of
stupid
rigid
half
wits
who
were
probably
not
as
badly
that
way
before
they
started !
zen
is
not
meant
to
be
hidden
the
way
it
is !
at
some
point
you
will
come
to
the
nasty
realization
that
people
will
only
pay
you
good
money
if
you
tell
them
what
they
want
to
hear !
ie
entertainment !
if
you
tell
them
what
they
need
to
hear
but
don't
want
to
hear
instead
they
willtry
to
hang
you !
i
don't
explain
why
that
why
will
be
moving
me
forward
on
reasoning
they
don't
see !
lot
of
junk
out
there
that
looks
like
zen
but
it's
not ”
lot
of
junk
out
there
that
looks
like
zen
but
it's
not ”
7th
patriarch !
arrogant
arsehole ! ”
what
am
i
if
i'm
not
an
arrogant
arsehole ?
arrogant
arsehole ! ”
what
am
i
if
i'm
not
an
arrogant
arsehole?
you'd think it would be simple but like everything else shades of grey rule !
registration is not the same as approval, i just think there's something to them and they are not the usual toxic blight that zen teachers are !
brad warner has passed my posts on his message board and this is definite bodhisattva territory, just this huge practical step of non exclusion unlike all the rest !
george bowman i also like and think sorta on target, he would be better known except for his health dragging him back, thyroid issues ?
i also think diane rizzetto is helped in a real way by her work with developmentally disordered children and tho i don't know her, it seems she is worthy of being registered
there diane, what you haven't asked for but deserve !
she's dead now of course but i always though joko beck was an interesting on and off track, she was wrong about not reading and doing sitting tho, she did get the fundamental insight but was on the wrong road and kept to it !
toni packer who i approve is not a zen teacher so doesn't come under this ruling, one of her “dharma heirs” is also ok i think !
anyone interested in this approval/transmission question, if it's given by humans and not infinity the bar is pretty low so to speak, most people could jump over the level i set if they are at all real which unfortunately is not the case at all !
“
so that's warner, bowman and rizzetto not deregistered, the rest are and if they want to contend they have to engage in some dialogue with me !
Andrew Levin 7th patriarch
being a buddhist is being a "business man" you are in the business of being a buddhist !
busi-ness !
see ?
the problem is that the web has destroyed the ability to make a living as a writer tho it gives huge distribution
in the same way the web has destroyed photography as an occupation with cheap sophisticated digital cameras and umpteen billion photos on-line !
“ I believe this is why many bhikkhus who take a vow of poverty are no less happy than anyone else ”
when i was in korean zen there was this huge issue with extremely unhappy monks who wished the hell they had never gotten into it and once they get past a certain age it's to late to get out
just
wanted
to
be
happily
married
living
the
usual
life !
my view is that retreats en masse are actually doomed because the population is now in general so unhealthy !
the 1950's to 80's were a period of unusually good human health !
the
physical
process
of
dying
by
cancer
is
absolutely
horrific !
once
i
thought
i
knew
it
all
or
could
see
i
might
know
it
all
but
now
i
can
see
that
will
never
happen !
once
i
thought
i
knew
it
all
or
could
see
i
might
know
it
all
but
now
i
can
see
that
will
never
happen !
if
you
want
to
tell
that
zen
is
in
decline
it's
all
old
there's
no
young
people
coming
into
it !
if
you
want
to
tell
that
zen
is
in
decline
it's
all
old
there's
no
young
people
coming
into
it !
i'm
telling
you
in
all
seriousness
i'm
the
seventh
patriarch !
it's
not
something
i
sought
it
just
happened !
at
least
some-
one
values
me !
it
was
an
appointment
by
infinity !
or
maybe
i
have
a
psychotic
streak
that
is
truely
running
lurid
have
given
on
everything
hope
vanishes
has
into
the
hills !
have given
on
everything
hope
vanishes
has
into
the
hills !
i
think
i
am
a
lot
like
dogen
i
bind
myself
all
the
time
as
i
get
older
i
bind
myself
more !
the
unbound
condition
sitting
doesn't
do
it !
a
lot
of
dogen's
life
was
getting
more
and
more
bound
it
may
not
have
been
until
he
was
dying
he
let
go !
unbound
condition !
you
are
a
bit
of
a
curmudgeon
though
it's
not
necessarily
a
good
thing
even
though
you
think
it's
a
good
thing !
zen
is
was
a
60's
paradigm !
what
we
give
attention
to
it's
binding
that's
what
the
problem
is
it
needs
to
give
a
return
does
it ?
the
japanese
involvement
in
wwII
sprang
out
of
a
social
weakness
on
their
part
too
much
control
at
the
top ,
same
with
fukushima
same
problem !
simply
put
too
much
power
in
too
few
hands !
it's
one
of
the
keys
around
which
human
life
revolves
the
female
attachment
process !
zen
is
a
product
of
japanese
feudal
society
it
does
not
fit
with
any
osrt
of
synchronicity
into
the
modern
world !
and
you
need
some
synchronicity !
you
are
just
a
bunch
of
warfarin
addled
rats
obnoxious
and
vulnerable !
you
are
doing
real
you
walk
down
the
street
and
people
chase
you
and
try
to
kill
you !
watch out
for
any
successful
person
has
this
problem !
for
instance
jobs (had lol)
warren buffet
and
bill
gates !
zen
fit
a
simpler
world
it
just
doesn't
fit
today's
society
anymore !
how do you know? if brad passes this post on which i am going
to post again the one that “disappeared” he's not going to be “deregistered” as a zen teacher by the 7th patriarch (me)!
gotta give credit where it's due tho looking at an mri
scan of his brain he has up in his photo's it's a bit frightening
sorry about the scan brad, read my compendium, take some fish oil at least please !
also look at the sun sections and vitamin D
congratulations on being re-registered brad
by hildegard
norma gentile
chants and
it's
just
not
appropriate
argue
with
ratsheads !
pascal
is
very
overrated
he's
a
bit
of
a
nit !
his
vision !
the
problem
with
being
sane
is
you
have
to
keep
within
boundaries
it's
not
until
you
go
outside
the
boundaries
that
you
see
what
it
is
about !
think
you
can
have
a
vision
but
it
has
no
semantic
depth
or
a
contrary
to
reality/
infinity
sense
more
a
dream
or
mechanical
image
than
a
vision
it's
the
semantic
depth
that
is
so
rare
and
just
about
always
lacking !
hildegard
of
bingen
was
lacking
in
semantic
depth
imo !
omg
maybe
a
bit
close
to
menopause ?
anyone
pay
attention
to
you? ”
but
haven't
you
just
attention
to
me !
why !
years
ago
i
saw
a
painting
on
the
web
of
what
i
call
a
beautiful
emailed
the
owner
of
the
site
and
let
rip
with
a
bit
of
criticism
about
the
and
she
angrily
replied
that
it
was a
vision
i
may
have
replied
again
in
a
caustic
manner
but
in
fact
i
should
have
asked
about
the
vision
as
i needed
to
extend
my
knowledge
of
what
other
people
might
mean
by
beautiful
emailed
the
owner
of
the
site
and
let
rip
with
a
bit
of
criticism
about
the
and
she
angrily
replied
that
it
was a
vision
i
replied
again
in
a
caustic
manner
i
think
but
in
fact
i
should
have
asked
about
the
vision
as
i needed
to
extend
my
knowledge
of
what
other
people
might
mean
by
for all the bullshit about dharma combat and the freeness of the old masters in different situations i can guarantee that not one has the courage to poke their nose onto the comments section of this board !
brad warner has, i am afraid, led the way, denial, censorship and suppression !
you
don't
get
the
drift
they
are
almost
all
purblind
fools
pretending
to
an
understanding
they
don't
have
and
certainly
don't
live
which
is
actually
proved
by
their
lack
of
participation
on
this
blog !
unwind
yourself
properly
from
zen
extraordinarily
difficult !
if
you
deny
me
as
the
seventh
patriarch
you
deny
infinity !
i
disestablish
every
zen
teacher
today
claiming
lineage
for
a
start !
if
you
deny
me
as
the
seventh
patriarch
you
deny
infinity
and
buddha!
if
you
deny
me
as
the
seventh
patriarch
you
deny
infinity !
i
think
brad
warner
is
censoring
me
being
the
7th
patriarch !
which
is
ignorant
as
i
am
the
only
approved
zen
today
i'll
put
this
post
on
his
board
and
see
if
he
passes
it
or
not !
your
last
chance
brad !
it's funny what it takes to upset me, he removed this post from his blog
that is, he's got some limitations and i DON'T APPROVE HIM !
he's uncomfortable with my presence on his blog anyway, but i'm not posting there anymore, too painful to see really good posts of mine removed cause he's just the typical zen master wanker in the final analysis, when it comes to the crunch they way they behaves sucks !
people
really
have
very
little
understanding
want
less !
life
is
full
of
voynich
fictions !
there
is
no
method
to
shikantaza
it
is
neither
method
or
methodless !
no
reference
point
not
even
in
terms
of
an
adequate
description !
africans
a
subtle
and
intelligent
people !
not actually about buddhism or being buddhist !
at
least
in
terms
of
the
patriarchs !
yeah
i
know
if
you
have
money
people
worship
you !
left
me
because
i
write
homilies !
she
left
me
because
i
wrote
homilies !
why
be
wrong
when
you
can
be
right !
god
as
if
they
said
anything
all
sometimes
i
am
jumping
out
of
bed
about
10
times
early
in
the
morning
to
write
down
homilies
the
opposite
of
writer's
block
flow
at
the
end
of
the
day
he
who
laughs
last
laughs !
now
i've
seen
everything !
suicide
by
cancer !
zen
it's
all
voynichated
maybe
it
was
never
true?
it's
odd
you
do
see
the
odd
thing
that
is
quite
clear !
the
of
ambrose
bierce
is
the
most
extraordinary
thing
violent
and
surreal
like
his
short
stories !
an
owl
creek
that
didn't
happen
that
way !
the
of
ambrose
bierce
is
the
most
extraordinary
thing
violent
and
surreal
like
his
short
stories !
an
owl
creek
that
didn't
happen
that
way !
why
do
i
have
to
be
so
mad
does
any
contact
with
zen
or
similar
contaminate ?
why
do
i
have
to
be
so
mad
does
any
contact
with
zen
and
similar
contaminate ?
when
you
buy
shares
you
are
lending
without
security !
the
zen
teaching
system
is
a
load
of
shit !
all
it
does
is
create
sex
mad
wankers !
why
don't
you
wake
up ?
zen
has
been
routed
neo-
advaita
is
walking
all
over
the
body
of
zen !
the
proof
of
the
pudding
is
in
the
eating !
i
think
toni
packer
has
effectively
destroyed
zen
because
she
opened
up
the
gates
to
neo-
advaita !
not
that
zen
wasn't
doomed
anyway
with
it's
crazy
system
of
teacher
student
transmission
and
absurd
training
system
but
it
would
have
been
a
lot
slower !
zen
has
got
itself
into
a
corner
it
has
been
completely
routed
by
neo-advaita
and
is
dying !
i have to say my observation of people who have “practiced” quite a while is they left their critical facilities out with the garbage many many years prior !
what
we
call
the
present
and
moment
is
itself
memory !
the female
brain
is
highly
crafted
for
men
management !
the female
brain
is
highly
crafted
for
man
management !
michel
i
hope
there's
more
to
your
life
than
zen
robes
and
a
lot
of
denial !
consider
yourself
upbraided
the
7th
patriarch !
germans
always
worry
me
thank
god
they
lost
the
world
wars
stomare
is
abit
of
a
loose
actually !
a
fucking
viking
a
bezerker !
what
you
do
with
a
blog
comments
or
message
board
is
all
to
do
with
what
they
do
for
you !
what
you
do
with
a
blog
comments
or
message
board
is
all
to
do
with
what
it
does
for
you !
i
quite
like
kobun
otogawa
anyone
who
can
drown
trying
to
save
his
daughter
called
maya
and
have
her
drown
a
s
well
is
ok
in
my
book
much
more
of
a
the
usual
decrepit
zen
leaving
anyway !
world
is
full
of
voynich
a
successful
interesting
and
innovative
businessman
but
he
also
got
arsenic
inducted
pancreatic
cancer
from
eating
too
many
shrimps
: o )
just
goes
to
show
the
buddha
of
too
much
in
one
direction
and
not
enough
in
another
is
everywhere !
i
am
endless
and
inexhaustible
and
go
on
forever . . . .
last
night
i
sat
down
on
some
rushes
by
the
stream
listening
to
the
tinkle
of
water !
is
why
be
crippled ?
meditation
recollecting
yourself
a
bit
or
a
lot !
one
lives
another
dies
what
does
that
mean ?
what
does
that
mean ?
one
lives
another
dies
it's
the
nature
of
a
vision
that
you
do
not
get
too
fixed
in
historical
reality !
burst of energy for what? where is it going? where has it gone, was it a total waste of time?
don't
know !
it's
as
simple
as
not
giving
something
attention
if
you
are
not
giving
it
attention
then
it's
not
getting
your
attention !
it's
as
simple
as
not
giving
something
attention
if
you
are
not
giving
it
attention
then
it's
not
getting
attention !
they
have
got
their
own
problems
in
iran
a
bunch
of
militias
ruling
a
very
opposed
population !
in
the
end
you
get
an
idea
about
something
you
may
or
may
not
be
right
but
you
can
test
it !
does
what
actually
happens
accord
with
it
over
long
looking ?
women
don't
divulge
their
ages
with
good
reason !
compendium
really
works !
real
vision
is
definitely
an
altered
state
of
conciousness
it's
quite
short
somewhat
dreamlike
and
has
a
very
heavy
semantic
content !
it's
that
semantic
synchronicity
with
infinity
that
is
really
important
and
can't
be
duplicated
or
faked !
it's
not
something
constructed
when
it
happens
you
will
know
and
be
very
surprised !
good question, i have thought about what i am going to say and really it's one of those things, you won't understand until you have had a real vision so i am not going to talk about it
you also need to understand what a vision is which is a direct communication by infinity or buddha to you so it's an exceptional event to exceptional people, i.e. those few who can see and accept their own crucifixion for infinity : o )
happened
in
1990
and has
taken
21
years
to
make
sense
of
it !
the
real
event
happened
much
earlier
when
i
was
six
or
seven
i
saw
the
sky/clouds
fold
and
thought
that
must
be
what
people
call
i have actually worked with people before
happens
is
they
see
something
and
then
kick
you
in
the
face !
it's
better
they
kick
you
in
the
face
to
start
with
then
you
are
under
no
illusions
"trying
to
spin
me
as
a
lunatic.
very
nice."
just autistic with bad biofilm issues a compatriot in life long crucifixion : o )
are
already
at
one
with
all
the
zen
patriarchs !
reply
to
me
plenty
of
room
for
cowards
in
that
sort
of
life
i
notice !
"i literally HATE you right now "forged andrew"
sick of your shit to be honest"
nup
you
are
good
for
me !
: o )
no voynichese is also of infinity, just the usual story of distortion !
infinity is both real and unreal
try
reading
"the
hunting
of
the
snark" !
good question, i have thought about what i am going to say and really it's one of those things, you won't understand until you have had a real vision so i am not going to talk about it
you also need to understand what a vision is which is a direct communcation by infinity or buddha to you so it's an exceptional event to exceptional people, i.e. those few who can see and accept their own crucifixion for infinity : o )
happened
in
1990
and has
taken
21
years
to
make
sense
of
it !
ok the anonymous spammer posted this (ed. on the hardcore zen blog !)
your
shoulder
and
the
other
side
of
nothing
wants
to
meet
itself."
now that's actually wrong, you can imitate but the result is bizarre !
what is "the other side of nothing"?
there's no such thing and to write like that speaks an alienated condition, however i can see by your references you are reading a bit of my writing and i guess for you this is your way of processing so i don't grudge it, you are certainly making progress
understanding is not instant, literally a life time of serious work, but you need what makes it worthwhile, that seeing and being of infinity and buddha which is really just a case of recognizing it and valuing it !
"Buddhism means no self, nothing to gain. You must be one with the universe and all living beings'
answer
me
this
what
do
you
gain
by
my
removal
from
this
blog?
the
monk
had
no
reply
as
usual !
"Please, Brad, get us rid of Andrew..."
what a hypocrite you are, talking about kodo sawaki as an example in one breath and then seeking my removal in another
he would know what i am talking about !
but
you
you
just shrivel
like
poked
slug
when your inconsistencies are pointed out
always
getting
murdered
one
way
or
another
yeah, i quite like it!
must travel out more this summer!
that's the sort of thing you should be doing too anonymous, (ed. blog commenter) relax your contracted existance so you can handle more open-ness in your life and not throw spaz attacks everytime you come across something that forcibly contradicts your mistaken views of which apparently there is no shortage !
wasn't
any
accident
those
monks
lived
in
the
mountains
jobs
dead
hung
onto
the
last
what
good
did
it
do
him?
god
the
media
is
full
of
bullshit !
jobs
dead
hung
onto
the
last
what
good
did
it
do
him?
thank
god
i
am
not
in
pessoa's
situation
a
trunk
full
of
25
thousand
bits
of
writing
would
depress
me !
being
the
seventh
patriarch
i
get
certain
privileges
in
heaven
though
i
draw
the
line
at
drinking
with
monkey !
buzzing !
yah
gotta
have
the
right
contacts !
you
of
course
can
only
pretend
which
you
do
and
will !
oh
btw
i
sneaked
a
view of
your
death
date
and
manner
of
going !
ugly !
zen
has
got
right
off
track
visions
are
extremely
important
i
don't
mean
hallucinations
or
substance
induced
i
mean
john
of
the
cross
stuff !
that's
zen
you
are
going
to
get
your
eyes
and
brains
hurt
or
more
truely
just
see
the
hurt
that
wasn't
the
case
everyone
would
be
enlightened !
i'm
not
the
seventh
patriarch
for
nothing
you
know !
maybe
it
is
for
nothing
so i'm the seventh patriarch
really
am
wish
he
hadn't
done
that
btw
caught
me
unawares !
i
actually
have
come
across
one
other
instance
of
where
this
happened
in
zen
historically
the
insane
sanity
is
insane
you
don't
get
zen
even
slightly
do
you !
or
even
tibetan
buddhism
is
actually
world
disappearing
in
the
flaming
mass
it
always
was !
what
neo
advaita
has
done
is
because
it
allows
anyone
to
set
themselves
up
and
teach
independently
is
there's
no
quality
teachers
in
zen
anymore
and
that's
what
genpo
merzel
is
showing
a
rat
leaving
a
sinking
ship
brad
warner
is
unusual
because
he's
the
old
style
misfit
not the over socialized
patsies
that
zen
is
bloated
with
these
days !
breeding !
pretty tattoos, but the heavy metals in the ink screw the brain and he sure shows signs of that !
well
tacky
in
fact!
problem
zen
has
is
eckhart
tolle
and
neo
advaita
have
gutted
it
and
it's
a
permanent change
going
back
to
toni
packer !
the door has always been off with me, that's why i can see past your shallowness !
hinged buddha, you really are totally clueless aren't you !
look i am the light you are drawn too, can't stop yourselves replying can you ?
know
i
know
and
you
know
you
don't
know !
it completely fucks your stupid sitting, stupid shallow lives and crazy crazy buddhist beliefs
i'm the only thing live here, look at you all, moths flying around my candle getting burnt !
oh i forgot, zen buddhism means mental masturbation, that's so fucked it can't be more fucked
if
i
don't
look
i
am
not
going
to
see
what
upsets
me !
the
surest
evidence
of
insanity
is
to
be
posting
on
the
hardcore
zen
blog !
hated
by
the
1000
buddhas
hated
by
the
100
demons !
there's
no
justice !
and
arseholes
rule !
i
didn't
have
a
clear
picture
now
i
have
a
clear
picture !
don't
have
to
go
anywhere
where
i
am
christianity
is
i
don't
have
to
go
anywhere
where
i
am
zen
is
i
don't
have
to
go
anywhere
where
i
am
springwater
is
i
can't
believe
the
fucking
potholes
i
fall
in!
self
injury
is
literal
you
get
injured
not
just
emotionally !
your
brain
gets
done
in
as
well
as
other
costs
from
giving
attention
to
what
hurts
you !
well
i
can't
save
you
from
yourselves
can
i ?
why
should
i?
the
best
punishment
i
can
give
you
is
just
leave
you
to
yourselves
and
excise
the
blog
from
my
browser
you
are
all
bad
mannered
lazy
shits
it's
actually
an
injury
to
post
again
so
off !
where
i
am
authentic
zen
buddhism
is
i'll
leave
you
lot
to
continue
to
self-
murdering
yourselves !
where
i
am
authentic
zen
buddhism
is
i
don't
have
to
worry
about
you
lot
self-
murdering
twits !
that's nothing to do with buddhism is it, i wank on the buddha three times a day and will go to samadi heaven............
have
a
koan
for
you
was
dogen
autistic?
you deny autism
you
deny
him !
it's
the
power
of
knowledge
things
could
have
been
so
different
if
only
you
had
known !
most
of
life
is
a
struggle
not
to
inadvertently
kill
ourselves
looks
over
my
shoulder
and
guides me
infinity
looks
over
my
shoulder
and
guides me
infinity
looks
over
my
shoulder
and
guides me
if
you
live
in
an
estranged
condition
then
anything
that
unestranges
you
is
going
to
hurt !
do
i
hurt
you ?
well
if
you
tell
the
truth
no-one
wants
you !
infinity
looks
over
my
shoulder
and
guides me
i must be writing well !
looks
over
my
shoulder
and
guides me
: o )
am
i ?
infinities
natural
son !
it's a murderous condition and i would far rather be a blind normal going thru life thinking what i am doing has meaning !
plus you usually die young, when i was travelling through zen years ago they all knew what i was but cocked a snook at me cause they knew i wasn't going to last, well chew stones you arseholes, i am alive and well !
course
you
lot
are
on
autistic
spectrum
but
only
seem
to
be
interested
in
making
yourselves
more
blind !
very bright people go on
to
develop
alzheimers
and
i
can
now
see
why !
-------------
autism is the deconstructed condition which is naturally open to infinity
human completeness is the obstruction of infinity or buddha if you will
human incompleteness/deconstruction/destruction allows the light and actuality of infinity or buddha !
the greats of zen were all extremely autistic
the mistake that just about everybody makes is to build some new model of completeness, called “zen” in this case, christianity, judaism, islam or atheism in other cases
a lot slide along under agnosticism which is a tenth way house !
it's odd, i can cope with other people on a blog owned by some-one else but i could not cope if i owned the blog myself !
i actually think brad warner is a bit the same and the way he copes with it is to distance himself and have a complete hands off attitude and allows it just to run, a phemonenon of nature so to speak !
an
ounce
of
your
own
creativity
is
worth
ten
million
tons
of
regurgitating
others
bullshit
“ i'm not sure that citing (ed. louis-ferdinand céline ) a rabid antisemite (even though praised as a great writer, but I won't take the trouble of checking out by myself) is a good example of what zen ought to be.”
are you are aware of zen's role in the massacre of nanking and the general brutality of the japanese approach in ww2 ?
“ the sword that kills is the sword that gives life ” and that sort of duplicitous crap !
a lot of the prominent japanese lineages in the usa have this descent taint and are not worth a shit imo
celine like the rest of us is uneven, goethe was also anti-semitic
you can admire their work without repeating their mistakes !
i think you claim some sort of zen lineage, what's in that one? care to look?